sick

been sick for days already.
Endless doctor meds given n taken.
Cure less.
Clue less why suddenly will get sick.
Maybe i am just a sickening person.
Still haven't show up yet.
Promise will be here today.
Still waiting for U.
Where have you been?
I miss u much

the new ME.......................

today is the effective day internal transfer from business development to audit~~~!
yeH~!!!! first day working...not bad
though im not feeling well lately,
no time for me to think other thingy,
only focus on work work work..
hope tomorrow will be better than ever,
luckily i have a good superior.....:)
thanks JX...:)

early morning

gud morning ....
din really sleep fer whole nite.
stomach not feeling well..but i ate nothing in the morning
maybe yesterday tomyum..
but recalled- back,
i think i never ate ice cream at the restaurant .
duh~....
hmmmm, 0530hr.....
really cant sleep well..........
okay everyone,
wanna get ready for my second last day..
Hmm, note to J:- took a glance , once i on my lappie,
J:- i still miss u ....miss u lots.
pls dont fail me....let's together hand in hand, heart to heart, walk through the rest of our life~
lub euu

end weekend...

just finished my 3rd time shower,
phewww,
feel great.
had a great steamboat dinner with colleagues.
learned lotsa news and histories.
who is the winner?
nobody know.
still a mystery.
miss feeling arise now
really miss you.
hope dat u feel the same way too.
i'll be alrite after sometimes.
the love will still remain,
love me more, if u can,
love me forever, what i wish for.
grant my wish,God?

steamboat...

haha.....wanna go steammie dinner wit colleagueS.....keke.....
first time ......first time.......
by the way....i wanna diet now...i wanna slim ..i wanna be slim......
cant eat much oh.....

gone...

3 months plus........only last for 3 month plus......:(
why wanna let go so easy?
heart pain ...and another deep cut near to first.....
cure? not cure? unsearchable...
dont want to think, dont want hear, dont want to see...
just let it be...
think this will be the best way....
wait? waiting.......
no answer....
shall or should not?
let's nature take it courses.......