November Rain

Its the month of november......November Rain, november chopin....i think it must be sound similiar to everyone....am i rite??
Just came back from pangkor trip for Watsons Team building......first time for this event, and it had successfully ended with gracious! My team , Edward Teller won the 2nd runner up place.....keke.....award?? duh....just 200,000 point be credited into our watsons CRM card....but dont forget need to be divided into 9 person oh....~ so roughly only a thousand points for each member....better than nothing lo....November and December month is a holiday month.......and still have few days of annual leaves need to be clear~ November also is the month for Watsons gigs to strive for their appraisal.....keke....

EeeeyYYyyyorRRrrrrEEeeeeeeeeee

this is our cute lil baby son.....

EeYoRe......
hehe............

saddeeeeee...sadder...

duno y dat kinda feeling is back again!
why?
seem dat no trust at all now..
i dont wanna doubt all these!
i really dont want this to happen!
im upset..and feel like wanna cry!

unexpected says...

upset..
really upset...
but neither i felt any pain or urge of cry
never...
maybe bcuz ..used to it,
the way, the words, the sentences, the uncertainty,the harsh,
the no way heading attitude..
really freak me out.
she started to change again.
started with her bad and boo-hoo character.
how would i do something that hurt her?
never did i expected.
someone i lub most now,
actually said something hurt to me.
noway to go,
just to bear and pretend hear nuthin
act like a noopid person standing in the middle of no way
let her go?
not letting her?
indecisive...
solution?
still thinking...

PiCto...

the enthusiasm of her to take pic.
suddenly....she urged..
keke...
aniwae, tis is first time after together.
delighted n surprised!
wow..
lub it!
lub euu

sick

been sick for days already.
Endless doctor meds given n taken.
Cure less.
Clue less why suddenly will get sick.
Maybe i am just a sickening person.
Still haven't show up yet.
Promise will be here today.
Still waiting for U.
Where have you been?
I miss u much

the new ME.......................

today is the effective day internal transfer from business development to audit~~~!
yeH~!!!! first day working...not bad
though im not feeling well lately,
no time for me to think other thingy,
only focus on work work work..
hope tomorrow will be better than ever,
luckily i have a good superior.....:)
thanks JX...:)

early morning

gud morning ....
din really sleep fer whole nite.
stomach not feeling well..but i ate nothing in the morning
maybe yesterday tomyum..
but recalled- back,
i think i never ate ice cream at the restaurant .
duh~....
hmmmm, 0530hr.....
really cant sleep well..........
okay everyone,
wanna get ready for my second last day..
Hmm, note to J:- took a glance , once i on my lappie,
J:- i still miss u ....miss u lots.
pls dont fail me....let's together hand in hand, heart to heart, walk through the rest of our life~
lub euu

end weekend...

just finished my 3rd time shower,
phewww,
feel great.
had a great steamboat dinner with colleagues.
learned lotsa news and histories.
who is the winner?
nobody know.
still a mystery.
miss feeling arise now
really miss you.
hope dat u feel the same way too.
i'll be alrite after sometimes.
the love will still remain,
love me more, if u can,
love me forever, what i wish for.
grant my wish,God?

steamboat...

haha.....wanna go steammie dinner wit colleagueS.....keke.....
first time ......first time.......
by the way....i wanna diet now...i wanna slim ..i wanna be slim......
cant eat much oh.....

gone...

3 months plus........only last for 3 month plus......:(
why wanna let go so easy?
heart pain ...and another deep cut near to first.....
cure? not cure? unsearchable...
dont want to think, dont want hear, dont want to see...
just let it be...
think this will be the best way....
wait? waiting.......
no answer....
shall or should not?
let's nature take it courses.......

love her.............

day by day....
hour by hour
minute by minute,
second by second......
things had gone thru between u and me....
now, wish to start all over again,
wish u were mine again,
possibilities strike YES,
if we both work hand in hand,
hold me longer,
stand near to me, ....
and i will be urs till the end of my day.....
te amo~

the way i are.....

She enlighten my life.....again....
glad this few days we are good.....
when i look closer to her, i found that i still love her...
the love for her is still the same, and its still burning now........
i never thought this met will light up this burning flame again,...
is it good or bad??

Longing....

hmm, a certain time that i din bloggin already...Sorry!! im been busy with my works and projecto....haha...and busy hanging out with frens.....lol....
weeks by weeks...gone and gone and gone......fun, fun, fun, tired tired, tired........what actually i had been thru?? i tried very hard to erase my sadness that filled in my memories......but i still need more time.....i saw u the other day, u r still the same to me....a charmer.....a very attractive charm to me....still..! i doont know whether u still feel this way too, but i still cant put u aside from me,pull u out from my memories........but i know its too late for everything now.....:( all this while i never and dont know how to treasure u .....cherished this relation well, but i had something in those mistakes that i had made. Can we be the same as the same we used to be???

a bundle of joy..

hmm, guys ...the time now strike 0436.....and i still awake....and little time for my bloggie...had a great fun with bunch of friends......in opera sunway.....it were so crowded, but we managed to get it and had fun...haha, party all nite long ....yay!!! so long never done this before....:) a great help from Sam. Before we are heading to Opera, we drove up to bangsar for our little shopping....hehe....managed to buy one piece of clothes, selcted by Sam......hehe, had our dinner at papa rich Bangsar....hmm, enjoyable day.....:)
im happy enough about my little life now, maybe i dun need any partner now, what i wish for is take time slowly and let the good times roll....:) i want a partner that really understand me well and we can have good communication, and working towards a same goal...:)

me....

homing

just got back to petaling jaya yesterday.....what a tired day! reached around 11 plus in the morning, fetched my bff to One Utama tgt with her love's one and headed up to north region. had a quick gathering lunch at Damansara Uptown, as usual our love restaurant....hehe...:) u know, girls are always love to bicker around with the latest news of frens....who and who ...and bla bla bla bla......haha...so do we! reached home around 3pm, alone. Started to clean up my always messy room, clean up, vacuuming the room, washed my clothes(duh!) supposed to wash it in Kluang, but no water supply during the festive season, so boh bian lo~after so, ready for dinner reunion with my another bff, Jays, Kitvy, Nic,Mint...and their frens....nt to forget my sayang also...SAM!haha....get to know more friends now, at least i still have friends even im no longer attached. two miss called from Ting, but couldnt reached her back cause engaged line.....:) sorry Ting! playing cards, gambling, bickering, soap drama, chit chatting.....thru whole nite.....thanks for the great nite....i love this kind of gathering.....:) its much more to relaxion....n hope soon or later we can get together again for another reunion:)
love ya, heaps!

Vday......

Happy Valentine to U.....to my belove, beloved.......!! i love u ....always....:)
wat a luck, din managed to eat reunion lunch in johor bahru today because mum's feel very sick..thanks to my papa......kept ask my mum to go JB for a lunch~sot liao! Hate Maxis cause cant call and send out msg.....!@#$%^&*()_+!
Im sick now.....running fever.....feverish...i meant it! the weather in johor is terrible...HOT!! i cant even stand a sec outside of my room.......i wish to hibernate inside igloo now...haha....wanna be polar bear now!!
Had fun and great drinkiing session with my cousins and uncles and aunties:)
Thanks heaps!Let's continue our session tomolo okay?? :)
Today also valentine day for all people........erm, spcifically for Couples!
How i wish that i can have a lover now.......i wanna celeb Valentine also~~~hehe...:)

yay! yay!.....weep....weep!DUH!

tomolo is the day im supposed to work before chinese new year.......arh~~~ finally can rest bit bit dy..:)
But whats gonna happen after chinese new year holidays??? Gosh, its gonna be big big busy dayS or even monthS to work things and plan out....:) phew, anyhow, put this aside first.........enjoy first la, haha...tis is always me!lol.......To everyone, Happy Chinese New Year......i love u guys much yay~um, something to touch before i go for bed, im not sure whether tis feeling is true or not, but sixth sense tell me that i should not follow this....:) anyhow, the feeling is still there, wish that she could accompany me, care for me at least what a fren should do, not a lover's care, okay?? this two days, unhappy incident happened, and its repeating again.....pls....dun repeat the history again..and dont simply accused me for nothing....i did nothing wrong!!!

happy chinese new year

happy chinese new year everyone~hehe...cny coming soon, guess what...i did not buy anything for myself this year.....the so unlike me! as we tend to grow older, sometimes we may think eh, y wanna buy so many clothes for new year?? cny is for family reunion or gather around and have nice meal or talks.....doesnt it??i think kids is da most happiest during this time....fireworks, red packets, candies, playmates, food, soft drink....tell u what, this is what i like most during cny...haha....cuz im a junkfoor lover~yay!then u can see adults will sit down and enjoy the wine or beer, with peanuts, talk non stop , gambling sessions.....seriously i miss this pictorial so much...
i hope im still a kid that can enjoy my life without worries, thou kids cant do lots of things like now.....haha.....could the time turn back??
just for a while???haha....dreaming~
btw, the previous weekend...wooohoo...i love it.....love it love it!! hehe.....hope this weekend and coming weekenddddsssss can be the same also~yay!
i had already learned to be alone, stay alone and live alone!

burfday surprise..............

Pipi Birthday Niccolla Goh.....~! hope she loves the birthday surprise that we gave her this early early morning....~thou just a simple idea, but all of us enjoy it very much..haha..~a last min idea of buying 5 pieces of cakes from each and everyone of us (Ting, Eeleen,Me,Jays and Sam)...ngam ngam 5 pieces,last mins of preparing, a very funny plus a blur vision and hearing session at The Zon KL...haha,a bell boy came to our room and knocked, birthday gal shocked and see thru the peek hole and something which we all duno what she said...just heard that,"aiya, na ge ren mei you wear bra" .....hahahaha means that the person outside our room didnt wear bra...! i was like huh???what?? who the hell so late and din wear bra???so scared, so scared....den i ran to the door and peek...shit la, its the bell boy sending flowers.....i looked at the birthday gal, and she was like kinda blur....huh??!! okay, about the flower, is the funniest scene....birthday gal din really get surprised by the flower, but shocked. Is not a bouquet of flower,but a basket of flower and a small wrap flowers...haha...she was about to die.....faint!and the birthday gal suddenly asked a very 'salah' question....ey, is this a fake flower???....all of us looked at birthday gal, and laughed out loud....funny enough....~by the way....we will meet up again later.......erm, dinner, supper,laughing session,questioniing session.......and things go on......cheers to the weekend~!!

after 5 ........

Siao ! 5 days cant go online........do u know how pathetic the life is?? luckily have hong kong drama lo.......haha, thanks to the person...~hehe..XoxO. this few days were busy with work work work.....i really duno that, when u have to find information is that difficult. And, adding that, i have nothing, no heading, no hints, no clue....where to find??? !@#$%^&*()!!!! anyhow, i managed to find it all, and still struggle now for compiling all the info and data......hehe...Whoops, have to go shower now, have to go out for a birthday surprise to my bff.....Niccolla Goh...
Hey Niccolla, Selamat hari jadi la......tahun nie ekonomi merosot la....takde wang beli hadiah....erm, i wrap ur sayang for u as ur present la...okay??hahaha.....Enjoy ~cheerz!

new journey.....

forget about the past, put everything behind and lets start a new life again.....tomolo will be a tough day for me.....i can sure for that......sales analysis report for week 5~hope tomolo i dont need to re do and re do again like last week.....

Its raining now in my place..i love rain....if im allow to go out and play in the rain, i would love to do so.....i want to be clear about myself...i want to be myself.....and thats me...!